Update about Living in God’s Shadow

Hello everyone,

It is with a heavy heart that I make the following announcement: Due to significant increases in the cost of hosting, the Living in God’s Shodow website will not be available after January 30, 2025.

I have greatly enjoyed writing this blog and encouraging everyone to pursue God. However, the cost of hosting the page has become unmanageable. I will retain ownership of the web address, and perhaps in the future, if I find a more cost-effective hosting alternative, the blog will return.

I urge you to continue to continue to pursue God and live in His shadow.

Psalm 91,

Tim Stearns

Author of Living in God’s Shadow Blog

What Do You Consider Important?

What each person considers important varies greatly. The maturity of the person certainly plays a role. A five-year-old has a great interest in candy and playtime. A fifty-year-old is more likely to be interested in how prepared they are for retirement and when they will have grandchildren.

The culture and training of the person also affect their views on what is a priority. I have observed this in my local area. About twenty miles away from me is a city of about 80,000 people. The culture in that city is vastly different from the majority of the state. Most people in the city are interested in what toys they can accumulate and instant gratification. Outside the city, people tend to be friendlier. The people outside the city are more focused on accomplishing the daily goals needed to succeed in whatever they are pursuing.

You can determine a person’s priorities by looking at their life and where they focus their energy. My oldest daughter is an example of concentrating on a goal. Between graduating from high school and turning 22, she obtained a private pilot’s license, lived abroad for two and a half years, and received her license as an airplane mechanic. She is an individual who will only quit once she has achieved her goal, even if it takes multiple attempts.

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If living in God’s shadow is a priority to us, the natural rhythm of our life should exhibit that intention. When we closely follow God, we live in a manner that honors his commands and directives. We refuse to participate in things that would damage our relationship with God. If we want to claim the promises of God’s care and provision for us, we must consider the Ten Commandments as the most important commands in our lives.

Keeping focused on what is a priority can be challenging. Emergencies pop up and divert our attention. Processes that we plan to go smoothly develop problems. It is during these times that we must pause and recalibrate what is the priority. A recent hospital stay reminded me of the importance of passing on what I know and the skills I have learned.

If we live in God’s shadow, we know our strength to face each day’s difficulties comes from Him. We live such busy lives, sometimes forgetting where our power comes from and leaving God’s shadow. Leaving the shadow of God leaves us vulnerable and without a source of spiritual strength. Usually, we do not realize that we have wandered away from God until we find that we lack the power we need.

I remember one time I became gravely ill. I had been living a hectic life with very little time for rest. One day I felt great and was hiking in the mountains. Two days later, I was so weak I almost could not stand unaided. What happened was that I had developed some internal bleeding, and without knowing it, I was bleeding to death. Recovery from this illness required that I allow the doctors to examine me and pay strict attention to the doctor’s orders. It was not helpful to lie in the hospital and worry about all the work I was not accomplishing. Getting well was what was urgent. I had to focus on healing and put everything aside while allowing my body to recover.

Our spiritual lives are very similar. When we get caught up in the activities around us and forget that the goal is to live in God’s shadow, we will become spiritually sick. If we continue neglecting our spiritual health, we will become spiritually weak. Ignoring our connection to our spiritual life source will eventually result in becoming a spiritual corpse. God always welcomes us back when we turn from our distractions and recognize that living in His shadow is what is essential. It does not matter how much our spiritual health has declined. Ezekiel 37 contains the account of when God taught Ezekiel that God could put new life in old dried-out bones. If God can revive a valley of dry bones, He can restore you to spiritual health.

Spiritual health takes time and effort. It is no different than our physical or mental health. We all have busy schedules. I have watched people throughout my life and observed that humans make time for what they consider a priority. When my daughter was training to get her private pilot’s license, she felt it was important. She was working a job, taking some classes, and taking flight lessons. Her days were often 15 or 16 hours long. However, she considered the license important enough to endure long days.

Unfortunately, it is usually the emergencies that help us recognize that our priorities have gotten misplaced. My sudden inability to move by myself revealed my poor job of caring for my physical health. We must understand that our spiritual health is essential to maintaining our physical or mental health.

Jesus Christ expressed that it was a priority to Him to bring others to a place of spiritual health. Those around Jesus criticized Him for spending time around spiritually unhealthy people. Scripture tells us the result was that “When Jesus heard this, he said to them, “Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick; I have come to call not the righteous but sinners.” (Mark 2:17 NRSV)


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When we improve our spiritual health, our priorities align with what God counts necessary. Striving to live in God’s shadow puts us in pursuit of the heart of God. Our spiritual health flourishes when we consider godliness something important to focus on. A spiritually healthy person will naturally point others to where they can find the same spiritual health in God’s shadow.

What do you consider important? If spiritual health is important to you, pursuing God and living in His shadow will naturally be important.

Where Have You Placed Your Faith?

Everyone has faith in something. Believing in something we cannot understand or explain is part of being human. Those who live in God’s shadow have faith in God even though we have never seen Him. Atheists place their faith in their belief that God does not exist even though it is impossible to prove that belief. Some people put their faith in the idea that there are absolutely no absolutes and place their faith in that belief. Wherever we are in life, we find that we believe in something. It is this step of believing that is the starting point for our actions.

When we believe to the point we act, we express our faith to those around us. If you are someone who has placed their faith in the idea there are no absolutes, you will not make any absolute statements. Those who live in God’s shadow will allow their faith to cause them to move even closer to God. No matter our beliefs, we all place our faith somewhere each day.

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We seldom recognize that we are exercising faith. Yet we demonstrate our beliefs in many areas each day. We believe that the clothes we are wearing will not dissolve in the rain. We express certainty that the bridges we cross will not collapse. We believe that our understanding of every situation is complete and justifies our opinion of the matter. These are all areas where we exercise faith each day.

Inexplicably, we struggle to have faith in God. We are not alone. Even the disciples had trouble expressing belief while they were in daily contact with Jesus. The disciples had seen Jesus perform many miracles, yet at times they failed to exercise faith. Luke 8:22-25 tells of when the disciples and Jesus were in a severe storm on a lake, and their boat was filling with water. Jesus was sleeping during the storm. The disciples woke Him to help them out. Possibly they expected Him to help bail the water out of the boat. Instead, Jesus commanded the wind and seas to be calm. Then Jesus asked the disciples, “Where is your faith?” (Luke 8:25 NRSV) I noticed that He did not ask if they had faith. He wanted to know where their faith was.

Like the disciples, we often fail to understand the power we draw on when we exercise faith in God. We may ask for grace and wisdom to deal with a difficult co-worker and then hold out a teaspoon to contain what we expect to receive. We doubt the Almighty because we lack faith. I wonder what God thinks as He holds back His ocean of mercy and wisdom to fill our faithless teaspoon-sized request? How much more abundant would God’s response be if we exercised enough faith to ask Him to supply everything we need to deal with the person?

A lack of faith is often to blame for a failure to obey. Exodus 16 tells us about when God sent bread, called manna, to the hungry Israelites. He specifically instructed them to only gather enough for one day except that they were to collect quantities sufficient for two days on the sixth day of each week. Scripture tells us that if they gathered more than what they needed on days one through five that the manna would stink and be full of maggots. It was different on day six. On that day, they were to gather two days worth because the seventh day was a day of rest; therefore, they needed to have food stored for that day. Those who did not gather two days worth of manna on the sixth day of each week went hungry on the seventh day. They had to have faith that God would provide a fresh supply each morning and keep their stored supplies from rotting on the seventh day.

I try to follow the day of rest that is proscribed in this passage and in the Ten Commandments. It is difficult to stop and rest sometimes. There are so many things that need doing, so much to be planned and scheduled. Yet I find that when I exercise faith in God and obey His command to rest both physically and mentally, I am reinvigorated physically, mentally, and spiritually.

The Apostle James writes about the interconnectedness of faith and action. He wrote, “So faith by itself, if it has no works, is dead.” (James 2:17 NRSV) He then presents further arguments showing that it is impossible to have faith if actions are not attached. The Apostle James uses the example of Abraham obeying God because of Abraham’s faith in God, even when he was unsure of the final cost of obedience. (You can read all of the Apostle James’ arguments about faith producing action in James 2:14-26.)

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When I was a child, I found out that my friends did not always know what they claimed to know. They did not always have the permission they claimed to have. This behavior caused me to hold back and let others go first. If they did it and avoided injury and reprimand, then I might join in what they were doing. The fact that they had not been truthful on every occasion prevented me from having faith in everything they said. Fortunately for us, God will not lie to us. It is contrary to His nature. We do not have to worry about being misled by God when we exercise faith in Him. We can allow our belief in Him to cause us to take action.

Living in God’s shadow requires faith. This faith produces the action of causing us to move closer to God continually. It is not surprising that the Psalmist wrote, “Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.” (Psalm 91:1-2 NIV) May you allow God to grow your faith as you pursue a life in His shadow.

Have You Ever Argued With God?

Have you ever argued with God? I have. I am embarrassed that I have to admit arguing with all-knowing God. I do not know what I was thinking. Why did I not accept that God knows everything, and there is no way I can out-think Him? Why did I not trust and obey?

I am not the first person to argue with God, and I will not be the last. Cain tried to dispute with God after killing his brother, Able. (Genesis 4:9-15) Moses tried to argue that God had called the wrong person when God told him to lead the Israelites out of Egypt. (Exodus 3:7-4:17). The Apostle Peter tried to argue with God about what was clean and what was unclean. (Acts 10:9-23) While I do not know your story, I am sure that you have tried to argue with God at some point.

Part of being human seems to be that we think we know more than we do. We tend to believe that we can predict the future better than we can. It is this self-certainty that gives us the false hope that we can win an argument with God.

I recall one day I was praying in my garage, and God began speaking to me about ministering to Spanish speakers. I argued that I did not speak the language, that I did not understand their customs and culture, and did not know where to find them. (Statistically speaking, there are not very many where I live.) I thought I made a great argument. I stopped praying and walked toward my house. As I reached for the doorknob, God said, “But I do.” My arguments evaporated. If God would help me learn Spanish, and He would find Spanish speakers, and He would guide me as I learned their customs and culture, I had no argument left.

Often our arguments with God are not about things as life-changing as what I faced. It is more common to deny that we should apologize for our words or actions. Perhaps it is a bad habit that keeps us feeling defeated, but we keep trying to argue to God that the practice should stay. When we contend for a tradition that distracts us from pursuing God, we indicate that behavior pattern is more important to us than God.

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Usually, when we argue with God, we indicate that we do not trust Him to do what is best. We often fail to remember that we cannot see the future. While we try to make plans for the next day, week, month, or year, God sees decades into our future. Our society teaches that we are the only person who will look after our interests. Scripture teaches us that God cares about us, our interests, and our total being far more than we ever can.

Moses argued because the task God was assigning him was outside his comfort zone. He had lived in the pharaoh’s palace; he knew the customs and the language. Moses was 80 years old when God called him. He had a regular job that he attended to each day. There was safety in the loneliness of the desert. The security of his wife and children could be disturbed if he followed God’s call. The question Moses wrestled with seems to have been, “Do I trust God enough to obey even when a comfortable outcome seems unlikely?”

Sometimes that we argue with God because we are afraid of what everyone else will say. This fear may have played a role with Moses also. He had a wife, what would she say? What would his father-in-law say when he resigned as sheepherder? We often allow these kinds of questions to stop us from obeying God. Moses went ahead and obeyed. His father-in-law blessed him, and his wife traveled with him back to Egypt. God had already prepared their hearts and minds to be receptive to what God had called Moses to do. (Exodus 4:18-20)

The Apostle Peter argued with God because God’s request was outside Peter’s paradigm. He had a vision where he received God’s instruction to make a meal of one of the animals shown to him. Peter had never eaten any of those animals because they were considered unclean by Jewish law. Peter informed God of that fact. Peter forgot that he was talking with the One who had given the law to Moses. When the test was over, God revealed that He intended the vision to help Peter not discriminate against other people groups. (Acts 10:9-33) It was a massive paradigm shift for Peter to think that God was as interested in followers who were not Jewish as He was in the Jewish people.

What amazing things happen when we stop arguing, trust God, and obey! When I stopped arguing with God about ministering to Spanish speakers, I met people I would not have met. I have traveled to countries that I would not have visited. I now have international contacts because I stopped arguing and obeyed. It is impossible to know what God will call you to do until you stop arguing and start listening. God desires what is best for us, but it is up to us to summon the courage to trust Him and obey.

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Living in God’s shadow does not promise that we will see the entire path our life will take. This life of living in His shadow requires holding tightly to God’s hand and trusting Him to lead us into each step. Arguing causes us to lag behind God’s coaching, and failure to cling to God’s hand causes us to lose direction. Many times I have prayed, “God, please help me not to run ahead or lag behind. Please keep me in step with You.” It is this attitude that helps us to stay in God’s shadow. Grasp the hand of the Almighty and boldly live in His shadow.

Called To The Broken Ones

I like broken things. I guess it is because I can see the potential in each fractured object. Perhaps that is why I like broken people. I grew up around broken people. I identify with broken people because they are the ones who accept me as I am. After being around those who have suffered abuse, who have had addiction problems, or were outcasts even though they did not know why I have learned that they tend to be real. They do not pretend that they are perfect people. They are not afraid to admit they could use help. They understand the reality and grittiness of life. When was the last time you saw the people around you?

I remember listening to the stories my high school friends told. They bragged about who had carved various graffiti on the walls of the jail cells in their hometown. There was a hollow lifelessness to their laughter when they told these stories. They seemed desperate to find hope that life could be better in the future.

When we live in God’s shadow, we see more than the drunk in the stairwell, the drug user looking for a fix, or the child outside the circle of play longing to be a part. We see broken humans, not prostitutes, or drug pushers, or pimps. We begin to recognize that the brokenness we see in society is an expression of others’ frustration as they search for the peace we have found in God’s shadow. When we allow God to give us His vision for humanity, we understand that we must point others to the healing found in His shadow.

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Every human faces brokenness to one extent or another. Only God, Who created us, can repair us. While we cannot solve every other person’s problems, we can point them to God. He can bring inner healing and hope. God invites every individual to come to Him; their history is irrelevant. “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.” John 3:16 (NIV). Nothing stops the love of God. It is impossible to be too broken for God to want you or be able to bring healing to you.

Jesus gave us an example of offering hope and new life to people when He talked with the Samaritan woman at the well. He knew, and she admitted that she had been married five times and was now living with another man who was not one of the husbands. Her society had made it clear to her that she was an outcast and not worth anything. Then came Jesus offering her a path to God and a chance to live a new life. Jesus showed her hope for the future that was greater than she had imagined was possible. Here was an opportunity to turn her life around. Maybe she would not have to get her supply of water in the heat of the day. Possibly she could live in a way that her name would no longer be a byword. (Read the entire story in John 4)

I grew up as an outsider. It was not because I wanted to be; it was because others found excuses to exclude. At one school I attended, I faced rejection because I was a pastor’s kid; at another, it was because of my skin color; at a third, my theological beliefs did not match their religious views. My family often moved when I was young, so I never grew roots. The people around my family were continually changing, making lasting friendships almost impossible. I know what it means to be the outsider, one of the last ones picked in recess games, the feeling that you never quite measure up to the expectations put on you. I know what it is to be broken and unwanted. Then there was God, who inexplicably loved me despite the broken places. He invited me to live in His shadow and learn about Him and how much He cared for me.

One of the things that happen when we live in God’s shadow is that we desire to invite others to this place of acceptance and healing. We are broken humans telling other broken humans where we found love and repair for our damaged parts. We can tell the suicidal person where to find meaning in life and a future filled with promise. In God’s shadow, there is hope for the hopeless.

I know what it is to feel that I had to hide who I was because of what others would say. Living in God’s shadow allows me to proclaim who I am and to receive direction from God as I seek to improve my life and outlook.

While living in God’s shadow does not guarantee that we will be wealthy or never have problems; it does establish our value as a person. It gives direction and meaning to life.

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Humanity faces brokenness worldwide. The broken are not just on the street corner or under the bridge. Broken humans are everywhere and in every walk of life. Yes, they can be found everywhere, from brothels to the executive suites of large companies. The calling of every follower of God is to point the broken ones to the shelter and hope of God’s shadow. When we live that close to God, we can hear God ask people to spread hope like the prophet Isaiah did. “Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send, and who will go for us?” And I said, “Here am I; send me!” Isaiah 6:8 (NRSV)

My wife, daughter, and I have responded to God’s call to offer the hope of new life in Him to others. We have accepted an opportunity to move to Paraguay, South America, and serve long term with our church. We will assist others in finding God’s shadow so they can live in hope, acceptance, and healing. Provided the pandemic subsides and international borders re-open, we plan to move in the summer of 2021. If you want to know more about our work there or would like to partner with us as we serve, please contact me at tim@livingingodsshadow.com or go to our profile at Stearns Profile